Happy New Year!!

Happy New Year from us!

Happy New Year!!

Things have finally begun to calm down around here. But I wouldn't have traded the craziness of last week for anything. It was so nice to spend time with family and friends. But I must say the highlight was spending Christmas Eve with my brother and sister and their families. It was wonderful to see them as parents and to fully realize this new chapter of our lives and family. All 4 of the grandsons were great. And it was thrilling to spend time with the two sweet nephews. They are growing so fast. It almost makes me sad that I am finished having children. But the Lord knows best, right?

My brother has decided to add photographer to his lengthy list of achievements (and I always thought I was the overachiever....LOL) so I will upload some pics in the next day or so. He really does great work. And the fact that he is a graphic designer doesn't hurt. I teased him about having him take our family photos and editing the photo to give me a little makeover. haha

Some of the family are coming over tomorrow night to bring in the New Year. Looking forward to it. To everyone else out there reading......

Thank you for your prayers over the last year. They have meant so much. Please don't stop.

Thank you for letting me be a spectator of sorts to your lives. I have enjoyed reading about all of them.

Thanks for a great year and I pray blessings, peace, new opportunities and the favor of the Lord be on all of you as you enter this new year.

Christmas List

Well, I was going make a sarcastic list of what I want for Christmas but then decided that it wasn't all that beneficial. So I decided to make a list of the 25 things I am thankful for.

1. the Lord Jesus Christ, He is truly the reason we are able to celebrate this wonderful time. In Him I find everything I need.
2. my hubby and everything that makes him, him
3. My sweet 4 year old - I learn something new everyday thanks to him
4. My precocious 2 year old - I am able to run off all of the holiday treats because of him.
5. My wonderful sister & best friend. Enough said.
6. My amazing brother. If you are fortunate to know him, you understand.
7. My Father.
8. My Mother & other best friend.
9. My Mother in Law
10. My sister in law Christy
11. My brother in law Richard
12. My sister in law Sarah
13. My nephew Bryten
14. My nephew Isaak
15. My other best friend Leigh Ann
16. All of my other great friends
17. My extended family
18. My church family
19. My home
20. My hubbys job and the provision the Lord provides through it
21. The Bible
22. The ability to read
23. The freedom to read
24. The freedom to worship Jesus Christ openly
25. For another year and the hope that the new one coming up will be the best year I have ever lived.

ARRRRRGGGHHHH! Update

I am having "a day". Not really sure why but it is still a reality. All I want to do is send the kids to work with their daddy, pull the shades, unplug the phone, curl up on the couch with a good book, and eat totally unhealthy amounts of Ben & Jerrys Phish Food ice cream. But since that is not gonna happen today I thought I would share this email I received earlier. I guess we all need reminders about what is really going on around us. So, to all of the other mommies/ladies out there that are feeling stressed and worn out. It'll be alright, right?



The Invisible Mother.....

It all began to make sense, the blank stares, the lack of response, the way one of the kids will walk into the room while I'm on the phone and ask to be taken to the store. Inside I'm thinking, 'Can't you see I'm on the phone?'
Obviously, not.
No one can see if I'm on the phone, or cooking, or sweeping the floor, or even standing on my head in the corner, because no one can see me at all. I'm invisible. The invisible Mom. Some days I am only a pair of hands, nothing more: Can you fix this? Can you tie this? & Can you open this?

Some days I'm not a pair of hands; I'm not even a human being. I'm a clock to ask, 'What time is it?; I'm a satellite guide to answer, 'What number is the Disney Channel?' I'm a car to order, 'Right around 5:30, please.'

One night, a group of us were having dinner, celebrating the return of a friend from England .
Janice had just gotten back from a fabulous trip, and she was going on and on about the hotel she stayed in. I was sitting there, looking around at the others all put together so well. It was hard not to compare and feel sorry for myself. I was feeling pretty pathetic, when Janice turned to me with a beautifully wrapped package, and said, 'I brought you this.'
It was a book on the great cathedrals of Europe ...
I wasn't exactly sure why she'd given it to me until I read her inscription:
'To Charlotte , with admiration for the greatness of what you are building when no one sees.'

In the days ahead I would read - no, devour - the book. And I would discover what would become for me, four life-changing truths, after which I could pattern my work:
No one can say who built the great cathedrals - we have no record of their names.
These builders gave their whole lives for a work they would never see finished.
They made great sacrifices and expected no credit.
The passion of their building was fueled by their faith that the eyes of God saw everything.

A legendary story in the book told of a rich man who came to visit the cathedral while it was being built, and he saw a workman carving a tiny bird on the inside of a beam. He was puzzled and asked the man, 'Why are you spending so much time carving that bird into a beam that will be covered by the roof? No one will ever see it.' And the workman replied, 'Because God sees.'

I closed the book, feeling the missing piece fall into place. It was almost as if I heard God whispering to me, 'I see you, Charlotte . I see the sacrifices you make every day, even when no one around you does. No act of kindness you've done, no sequin you've sewn on, no cupcake you've baked, is too small for me to notice and smile over. You are building a great cathedral, but you can't see right now what it will become.'

At times, my invisibility feels like an affliction. But it is not a disease that is erasing my life.
It is the cure for the disease of my own self-centeredness. It is the antidote to my strong, stubborn pride.

I keep the right perspective when I see myself as a great builder. As one of the people who show up at a job that they will never see finished, to work on something that their name will never be on.
The writer of the book went so far as to say that no cathedrals could ever be built in our lifetime because there are so few people willing to sacrifice to that degree.

When I really think about it, I don't want my daughter to tell the friend she's bringing home from college for Thanksgiving, 'My Mom gets up at 4 in the morning and bakes homemade pies, and then she hand bastes a turkey for three hours and presses all the linens for the table.' That would mean I'd built a shrine or a monument to myself. I just want her to want to come home. And then, if there is anything more to say to her friend, to add, 'you're gonna love it there.'

As mothers, we are building great cathedrals. We cannot see if we're doing it right.
And one day, it is very possible that the world will marvel, not only at what we have built, but at the beauty that has been added to the world by the sacrifices of invisible women.
Great Job, MOM!


Hope this encourages you when the going gets tough as it sometimes does. We never know what our finished products will turn out to be because of our perseverance.

ARRRRRGGGHHHH!

Going nuts today.

More Blog Fun

So I promised some more info about my other fave blogs.

Sevenchicks - This blog is a collaboration of 7 ladies or chicks as they call themselves. I had the pleasure of going to high school with planner, and met bossy through her. I also met singer and social when their hubbies played basketball at my high school. Of course they weren't married back then. However I have not met sassy, photo or baby chicks. But I feel like I know them from their funny and entertaining blog. It is a mix of all things that would ever relate to life in Christ, life with hubby, life with kids, life with work, etc....... A must read.

Mrs. Sofa - Also a high school buddy. My sister and her sister were and still are best buds. So we know each other more because of that. But I enjoy reading about her family and the funny things her kids do. Reading her blog always makes me laugh and lets me know that there are other mommies out there that are dealing with the same stuff I am. Her oldest is apparently part monkey just like my youngest. And they both love Curious George. Hey...I wonder if that is where the monkey love started?

Beginning Again - Another high school buddy. Well, maybe not high school because I am pretty sure I had graduated before she entered high school. Anyway, another good friend of my sister. I have watched her grow up and become a lovely young lady, a wife and now a mommy. I must say that her blog over the past year has made me laugh and cry. She has been through alot the past year and I am glad that I have gotten to read along.

Baby Drama by Baby Mama - Yet another high school friend. She is also the wife of a military man. And a new mommy. It has been interesting to read about all of the changes she and her family have gone through lately as well. I am very glad to have gotten back in touch with her.

Learning For Life - Okay, I have known her the longest. We went to church together back when I was in elementary school. She is an amazing woman of God. She has a beautiful family and I enjoy reading about their life together.

***sidenote*** I just had to go get my youngest off the top of the dresser. He had opened up the drawers and used them as steps. Yikes!!!!

I Should Be In Bed

Well, it is late....at least for me. And I should be in bed. I know I should, but my mind is a whirlpool of various thoughts and stuff. Can't seem to get it to calm down. Don't really have anything to write about so I decided to get on-line and read all of my favorite blogs. So here is a blog about what I like about all of of my blog buddies.

Joy Unspeakable - This is my sis-in-law, Christy. She is the amazing woman that my brother somehow miraculously found and conned into marrying him. LOL Seriously, I love her tenderness and her loving heart. I like that she is real and just puts it out there. I wish I was more like that. I have seen her grow over the past 4 years. She is a wonderful wife and mother, sister, daughter and servant of the Lord. I enjoy reading her blog when she is sharing new revelation that the Lord has shown her. She is an encouragement and I am blessed to call her my "sister".

Isaak - This is a blog devoted entirely to my newest nephew. By the way.....this would also be the son of my brother and sister in law. He is so sweet already and I love reading all of the updates since I am not there to see all of it with my own eyes. What a tremendous blessing!!

Mommy Needs A Time Out - My buddy Tara from high school. Whoa....that was over a decade ago. It is the life and times of a family that is doing the bravest thing on the planet. He is active duty military that has been away from home most of their marriage. The sacrifice that he and his wife and children make on a daily basis completely blows my mind. Thankfully he is home now and they are enjoying being together as a family. Sometimes my insides just ache as I read her blog because I cannot even begin to understand how she feels and more importantly how she does what she does. She is an amazing woman and I am honored to call her my friend.

UnCommon Blonde - Also a high school buddy. I will not divulge her name since she enjoys a certain amount of anonymity. If I was completely honest I would have to admit that while I always thought she was a wonderful person I did not realize that she possessed such a wicked wit and awesome sense of humor. The mix of ettiquette, fashion, society, and all things lady-like make her blog a must read. I love her anecdotes and stories of Crazy Betty. And you can't forget the pictures. What great pics. So to Uncommon Blonde.....keep doing what your doing. Your an awesome gal and I love reading about your life, or at least your take on it.

Well, I am finally getting a little bleary eyed. So I will leave my other favorite blogs for another blog. There are quite a few. Good Night All!!

Christmas Season

This morning the boys and I made sugar cookies. We had alot of fun. Some of the cookies have no recognizable shape but they taste just as good as the pretty ones.

I got the house decorated last week. The boys helped a great deal. Every time I turn around the ornaments have been rearranged. And they think ALL of the christmas lights should be turned all the time. But I am excited to be able to share this time with them . They are getting old enough to know what it is all about. Their granny bought them a great book. "God Gave Us Christmas" by Lisa Tawn Bergen and David Hohn. It is a wonderful story about a little polar bear that asks why we have Christmas. If you have children this is a "must-have" for your library and to read at Christmas and even through-out the year. The same authors have written "God Gave Us You", "God Gave Us Two", and "God Gave Us Heaven". Just a little sharing for you.

My youngest has been nicknamed "El Destructo" for obvious reasons. He is into EVERYTHING and loves to demolish anything he gets his hands on. I hope that it will get better as he learns how to put things together instead. Sometimes I feel that he is 2 or 3 kids all the same time. He is lightning fast and almost like Gumby when it comes to flexibility. Holding onto him is a challenge at times. But he is so sweet at other times that you just want to scoop him up and kiss him until you can't kiss him anymore. The older he gets the more like his daddy he becomes. They are truly kindred spirits. I anticipate alot of head butting in the future. ;)

The oldest is like me in so many ways. He loves people, all people. He LOVES talking all the time. Some days it seems that he never stops to even breathe. I have never seen a child, much less a man-child talk so much. Honestly I don't know if I have ever met anyone that talks that much. He loves books and puzzles. He and I have a bond when it comes to those things. But he is like his daddy when it comes to trucks, cars, tractors, trains, etc. He knows the correct name for just about any piece of machinery that he sees. And he loves telling the correct name to his little brother who insists on calling everything either a bulldoo (bulldozer) or combine. He loves all sports and plans on playing all of them if you ask him about it. He is great at them too. He loves to play pretend and this week has been pretending that he is talking to his girlfriend Sophia (little girl from church) on the phone. Never a dull moment around here.

We celebrated both of their birthdays last Saturday. The youngest turned 2 on the 4th and the oldest will be 4 on the 29th but we decided to combine birthdays since Christmas is this month too. Still not sure what the hubby and I were thinking. Two birthdays and Christmas all in the same month is crazy.

It has taken me all morning to write this blog which is proof that you don't have to be the mother of a newborn to have a crazy life. Although I am glad that both of mine are good sleepers and can now feed themselves. But to all of the new mommas out there, hang in there. It gets better and better all the time. In every way imaginable. Merry Christmas to everyone!!

The Most Important Thing

So it is no secret that I have been feeling a bit blah lately. It had not occurred to me until this morning that I have been focusing on the wrong things. Funny how that happens. So I got up this morning (too early, thanks to my almost 2 year old) and drug around the house feeling totally uninspired. Then my oldest asked me to come and play with him and his brother. We had so much fun, laughing and laughing, them jumping on momma over and over agin. So, reminder #1 about what is important. My children and the joy they bring me and hubby. Then the phone rang. I have caller ID and normally don't answer the phone when I don't know the number. But I thought, "what the heck?" A voice on the other end started asking me about Jesus. He was very kind and shared scriptures about the hope we have in Jesus. The call did not last long when I assured him that I indeed know Jesus and was very aware of the hope he brings. Reminder #2 about what is important. In todays world when everyone is so self-focused (myself included) it was so refreshing to know that there are people out there that still care enough about others that they would call strangers to share the gospel of Jesus Christ. I do not know this mans theology and I don't need to. God used him this morning to remind me of His faithfulness and the hope I have in Jesus.

So here is what is important. #1 my realtionship with my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. #2 my family and the example I set for them. #3 sharing the love of Christ with others. When these get out of line or forgotten you end up out of whack, self-centered and miserable.

So thank you Lord for loving me enough to arrange all of that this morning. Your grace, mercy and compasion never cease to amaze me.

Not Sure

I am trying to decide about whether I should keep the blog or not. While at times it has been a fun and interesting past-time, I am just not seeing it that way right now. I LOVE reading everyone else's blogs but lately I don't really have anything that bears sharing with the world. I have been dealing with some stuff and don't really want to air it out for anyone to read about. And I don't know if anyone reads it anymore anyway. So until I decide I will keep it up but will write out my thoughts in a journal instead. So Happy Thanksgiving and Merry Christmas to everyone out there. And congrats to all of the new mommies.

And please continue to keep me and my family in your prayers. Thanks!

Pray, Ladies, Pray

Asking for more prayers. Thanks!

My new Favorite Song

Some Updates

Well, Isaak is finally here. You can read more detailed info on his mommys blog.
www.babycutler.blogspot.com

He is beautiful and I feel so blessed to have been able to be there for his birth. My children, of course, tested the limits of acceptable public behavior, but they were great for the most part. I have spent the better part of the morning trying to get my computer to recognize my camera so I could post some pics of Isaak but its just not happening today. So I am taking that as a sign that his mommy & daddy should be the one to introduce him to the world. So to all that are waiting.....you won't be dissapointed. He is perfect. Thank you to all that have been praying for them. God certainly had/has his hand on them.

I have other stuff in the ole noggin this morning but I am just too tired to type it all out. So maybe tomorrow.

Mule Day Update - for those that care

Saturday was Mule Day. I was up and outside freezing my tail off before dawn. Since we live so close we park cars in our yard for a small financial donation (nice way of saying that we charge people 5 bucks to park in our yard). We made over $500 so it was worth it. And I didn't even cross the street to take part in the festivities. It is always to odd to me that all year long we live in quiet solitude and then for one week a year it is like living in the middle of Disney World. But it has funded my Christmas and birthday fund for this year.

I am off this afternoon to Pensacola. My brother and sister in law are going to have their first little boy Isaak tomorrow. I know some of you keep up with their story on their blog but for those that don't........ Amick and Christy have been praying and trusting the Lord for this little miracle and they are so close to holding him and loving on him. Please pray for an easy labor and delivery for Christy. And please pray that the Lord would surround them with Christian doctors and nurses and that the arrival of Isaak would be a witness to all that meet him and his parents. I am already so proud of them and I cannot wait to see the little family together. Thank you for your prayers for them and please pray that we will travel safely.

I VOTED!

So I went today and voted since I will be out of town next Tuesday. It felt good. I encourage everyone to vote this election. Even if you don't agree with me I think everyone should vote.

On another note, tomorrow is Mule Day. So fun!!!(sarcastic)
I will update evryone on it this weekend.

Some more stuff

Okay, it is no secret that I think Obama is NOT the best choice to lead our great country. I find his disdain for all things American to be very disconcerting. Now, I understand that not all things sent through the web and emails are 100% legitimate so I try to take them with a grain of salt. But I got one today that was a picture of Obama holding the book "The Post American World", a muslim view. Scary? Yes, I think so. Now I want everyone reading to know that I do not hate muslims but they certainly shouldn't be telling us how to run our country.

Some other concerns:

He is not only pro-choice but apparently thinks that it should be okay to do whatever necessary to eliminate innocent life (partial bith abortions, refusal to help infants that failed to die while being aborted, and thinks that young women shouldn't have to notify parents of their decision to abort)

He is completely okay with legalizing same-sex marriages. Whats next? Marrying your pet, or marrying an underaged child? After all we should be able to whatever we want without anyone questioning us, right?

And socialism. I am totally not okay with it in any way. We already have programs established to help those less fortunate. Why in the world should the money I work so hard for be taking from me and my family to be given to someone else? Somebody correct me if I'm wrong but don't they already take money out of our paychecks to fund government run programs? If they haven't worked so far why would taking more away from us and giving more to others be better? Just some thoughts....

I usually don't talk politics for fear of "offending" someone. But I had an epiphany. The very people I was worried about are about to take away my freedom. So I will be silent no more. We, as Christians need to stand up and make some noise because some very important decisions about our lives, our livlihoods and our future freedoms, not to mention the moral fiber of our country are at stake. So please pray and vote.

I came across this today and I had to share.


*'Twas the night before elections*
*And all through the town*
*Tempers were flaring*
*Emotions all up and down!*
**
*I, in my bathrobe*
*With a cat in my lap*
*Had cut off the TV*
*Tired of political crap.*
**
*When all of a sudden*
*There arose such a noise*
*I peered out of my window*
*Saw Obama and his boys*
**
*They had come for my wallet*
*They wanted my pay*
*To give to the others*
*Who had not worked a day!*
**
*He snatched up my money*
*And quick as a wink*
*Jumped back on his bandwagon*
*As I gagged from the stink*
**
*He then rallied his henchmen*
*Who were pulling his cart*
*I could tell they were out*
*To tear my country apart!*
**
*' On Fannie, on Freddie, *
*On Biden and Ayers!*
*On Acorn, On Pelosi'*
*He screamed at the pairs!*
**
*They took off for his cause*
*And as he flew out of sight*
*I heard him laugh at the nation*
*Who wouldn't stand up and fight!*
**
*So I leave you to think*
*On this one final note-*
*IF YOU DONT WANT SOCIALISM*
*GET OUT AND VOTE!!!!*

Just some random stuff

I don't have anything to really write about so I thought I would throw out some random stuff.

Spontaneous Human Combustion - Everytime a show having to do with it comes on, I have to watch it. I am truly intrigued about it. So many opinions about whether or not it could actually happen. The truth is that people still don't know what causes it or if it actually happens. My thoughts...if you see me start sparking, please let me know.

I was watching "the Duggars" the other night. You knoe, the family that has 17 kids and one more on the way. Anyway, they make their own laundry soap. So I looked it up on the net. Apparently you can make your own for pennies on the dollar. It breaks down to less than a penny a load. I am seriously thinking about trying this. Anyone else ever done it?

Those green veggie/fruit bags. Supposedly they give your food a longer shelf life. Anyone ever tried those? Do they work? I get tired of buying food and then it going bad before we can eat it all. Such a waste of money.

North Florida/South Georgia weather.......crazy.

My nephew Bryten is so sweet. He is getting bigger and bigger everyday. And he has such a sweet disposition. A true little blessing.

My sister in law is being induced on the 4th of November. Can't wait to meet little Isaak.

HUbby and I are stil praying about the job thing. God has provided in the meantime. He always does. God is good!!

My boys are making my life so full these days. They are like constant kinetic energy. But I love it!!!

Well, sorry if this was the most boring post in the history of blogdome. Gonna go make some Rice Krispy Treats with the boys.

A Piece of The Puzzle

My hubby called me yesterday morning with so much excitement. I thought he had gotten an awesome job offer or something similar. But when he began to tell me about what had happened, I was so excited too. Since losing his job he has been working temporarily for his former employer, Terry. He is in hog heaven since he getting to pick cotton, peanuts and drive really big tractors and pickers. So for the last week he has been picking cotton with Terrys' brother Mike. Hubby is not a huge talker but he felt led yesterday morning to talk to Mike about the Lord. Mike told hubby that he believed that there was a God. But when hubby asked him if he had ever been saved, he said "no". So hubby told him about the difference and then asked him if he wanted to be saved and invite Jesus into his heart and life. Mike began to cry and said "yes". So hubby prayed with him and Mike became a Christian. When hubby called me he was beside himself. So excited and thankful to the Lord. Hubby also told me that he feels that he is supposed to talk to the rest of the family about the Lord. Honestly, I am in awe of what the Lord is doing in my husband. He told me that "someone needs to reach these farmers, I know so many of them".

And the part that is so cool is that if Trey had not lost his job, he wouldn't have been up there working at all. God has continued to provide for our needs. His faithfulness is overwhelming. Hubby and I are at a new place in our lives, our marriage and in our walk with the Lord. I am excited about what God is doing. I am looking forward to seeing what else unfolds. God is teaching us that while He loves us so much, His greatest desire is that we allow Him to work through us to fulfill His purpose.

Please pray for Mike as he begins his Christian walk. He is 54 years old and married. Please pray that his life will be a witness to his family and friends. Also please continue to pray for Trey as well. And the whole family. Thank you so much for all of the prayers already.

Having something like this happen really does put things into a completely differet perspective. God is so good!!!

What causes it?

Okay, so I know that some of you out there are control freaks like me but some of you aren't. I have a question that needs answering. Here goes.....

My hubby gets up EARLY every day of the week to go to work. He likes to get to work before everyone else. (BTW, please keep praying about the job thing, we are still looking and trusting the Lord) Anyway, Sunday is my favorite day. We get to go to church as a family and then we spend the day together. However, when it comes to getting to church on time, we don't. Those of you who know me also know that I cannot stand to be late, ever. I love praise and worship and lately we have been missing it because of our tardiness. I have tried explaining this to the hubby but it just isn't getting through. I mean we have been married 8 years. So, my question is this. For those of you that are chronically tardy, is there anything anyone could do or say that would make you try harder? OR is it hopeless? And what causes someone to be late even when they have plenty of time to get ready and they know how it frustrates everyone else? Am I alone in this or does this drive anyone else batty?

My sweeties

Well, today I am feeling completely overewhelmed by the blessing of my children. So many days, I am bombarded by the things that they do that drive me crazy. But the truth is that even in those moments, I am truly blessed. Blessed that my husband and I could conceive them, blessed that they are healthy, blessed that they can see, hear, talk. Blessed that I am able to be at home with them during these precious years that I will never be able to get back. I love the way their minds work, I love seeing them learn new things everyday. I am amazed at the wonder in their eyes as they realize that they can do something on their own, without mommas help. I love watching their interactions and how they play together. I love seeing them work things out together. They do have moments of fussing and fighting, of course. But the tenderness of quickly forgiving and embracing is a good lesson for all of us. They are so similar yet sooooo different. If they both didn't have blond hair and blue eyes I don't think you would even think they were related. Big brother is so sensitive and yes, dramatic. But I see how the Lord can use that tender spirit to His glory. And little brother is so intense and vibrant. I am praying that the Lord will harness that energy into something wonderful for Him.

It is interesting how your thoughts and prayers change after you have children. Maybe God gives them to us so that we will finally realize that we are truly not the center of our universe. LOL I can only now begin to understand what a immense gesture of love it was for our Lord to give His Son to be sacrificed. I do not hink that I would be able to do that, especially for people that hate me, persecute me and curse me. I don't think we will ever be able to understand the full measure of Gods love here on earth. However I am living because of it. I am in fellowship with him because of it. And I have the tremendous blessing of my children because of it.

I watched "The Passion of the Christ" not long after I had our first son. I had seen it before but my eyes were opened to a completely different part of the story as I watched it as a new mom. Jesus mother, Mary was completely human. Oh, how her heart must have broken as she watched her son suffer agony for those who hated him. She knew what a blessing he was, not just to her, but to mankind. But it still must have been like having her heart ripped out and stomped on. She knew the purpose of his life was to restore but I am sure she had very different ideas about how that could happen.

Our children are such blessings from God. They are on loan to raise and train up in the Lord. I pray that I not get so self-absorbed that I forget that fact. I love them so much!!! How it grows daily. I am off to go play with big brother while lil' brother naps. Have a great day!!

The God I Serve

is bigger than a struggling economy. The God I serve is bigger than high gas prices and lost jobs.

And no matter what anyone else thinks, a bail-out, a new president or even lower gas prices will not make any difference in our country if we do not first look to God and ask Him what His desire is for our great country. Everything that this country was founded upon is under attack. We need to fight back.

The past several weeks have begun an eye opening experience for me personally in alot of areas. The bottom line is that God desires to do His will here on earth but He needs believers, you and I do carry it out. I have been convicted of my complacancy and "it'll work out eventually" attitude. Now is the time to pray and to take action. I may be talking only to myself here but I needed to put this in print to make myself accountable.

God has some big plans but we have to listen to His voice to find out what they are and then be obedient to truly see them fulfilled the way He intends.

Today is hubbys last day at his job. Please continue to pray for peace, guidance, wisdom and discernment to know Gods will for our lives. I think the biggest thing we are learning right now is that whatever we might have had planned for our lives isn't as important as being in the center of Gods will. And we are also learning to trust and wait on His timing. Kind of excited about what God is about to do.

I Love Fall

This past week there have been several mornings that have had that "crisp fall Feeling." I love it!!! I love smelling the air when it starts turning cool. I love that you can smell people burning leaves, etc. I also love that the humidity level decreases. I love when the leaves start changing colors. They are soooo beautiful. And my favorite thing is that I get to wear fall clothes. While I do enjoy a nice flip-flop in the warm weather months, I absolutely HATE summer clothes. I do not like shorts, or tank tops, or anything clingy.(I know, I know, I am living in the wrong area, so sue me) I do however LOVE slacks, sweaters, coats, turtlenecks. Not that I get to wear them for very long down here in the South. I realize that true fall weather is still several weeks away but I am eager with anticipation. It just makes me feel all lit up inside and alive. It brings back fond memories of high school basketball games, Fall Festival and hay rides (achoo, by the way). And this Fall will bring with it the arrival of my newest nephew. He should arrive in November. I can't wait to see him. And my other lil' nephew is doing great by the way. So sweet!!!

I should probably get to bed but I am not tired at the moment. I actually feel like I could run around the yard. Go figure......too bad I don't get that impulse during the day because I could really use the exercise. LOL

Some inventions

The last few days I have been thinking about some of these AWESOME inventions that would make our lives so much easier but will NEVER happen for obvious reasons.

1. Kid Coat Rack - Every store, especially grocery stores, should have a kid coat rack that you can hang your kids on when you enter. Then you would be free to shop at leisure, with peace and quiet. Then, after you check out and load up your car, you take the kids off the rack and go about your business.

2. Electronic Behavior Modification - I came up with this one while I was teaching. Basically, you put a small electrode under your childrens seat, then whenever they are disobedient or down-right "mushnugina" you hit the button and gently remind them that unbecoming behaviour leads to undesirable consequences. Hey, it worked with Pavlov and his dogs, why not kids?

3. Anyone remember the Jetsons? What was the name of the robot that cooked, cleaned, took care of the kids, etc.? Where can I get one? You wouldn't have to pay a robot.....

So, that was just a few. And yes, I am totally kidding. Those of you with kids old enough, totally understand. The rest of you......just wait. I might be reading about one of your inventions soon.

looking

Well, I am finally at liberty to tell my blog friends what has been going on. The company that my hubby works at is closing its doors. They have already laid off several people and my hubby got word today that the doors will be closed within the week. So, we are praying and trusting the Lord to open up a door of employment for him.

I have been blessed to be a stay at home mom but that means that I will not be drawing a paycheck during this time. I am trusting that the Lord will continue to provide for our needs as He shows us His will. Thank you to all that have been praying and for your continued prayers.

By the way, my hubby is a heavy equipment mechanic with lots of experience on agricultural equipment, construction equipment, logging equipment. He also has an Ag degree and loads of farming experience. So if you hear of anything, please let me know.

Thanks!!

Still Here

Well, still praying and trusting God to do His thing. The hubby and I are seeking the Lord and His will and right now we are resting in Him and His timing. In the meantime, God is continuing to provide and show His faithfulness. I love that about Him.

Learning alot about His character and His desires. Sundays sermon was great!! Everyone who calls themself a Christian should hear it.

Ever wonder?

Ever wonder why when things are going great and smooth in your life that usually the first thing to go is the really close relationship with God? I mean you may still spend time with Him, reading the Bible, praying, attending church, praising Him. But it seems to go from that desperate search for Him and all He has planned to more of a aquaintance type relationship. It must completely break His heart when that happens. Because as our Father he desires that we have what we need, are happy, fulfilled and healthy. But I am learning that what He desires more is that we are in His will and that He has the intimate relationship with us that He had in mind when He created man. So looking through that perspective its no wonder that when things seem to go sideways that we look to Him. But how sad that it takes things falling apart before we desire that close realtionship.

For it is only the Lord that will never dissapoint me. He loves me unconditionally. He has wonderful plans for me. He wants to give me a future and a hope.

Looking back over my life I can remember some pretty terrible times. But it was during those times that I was walking closest to the Lord. The sweetests times I have had with my Father, Lord and Savior was when my world was falling down around me. I wouldn't trade those times for anything. The lessons I learned, the revelations I received, and the intimacy I felt with the Father far outweigh the comforts of this world. I only wish that I could remember to not let life get in the way when this seem to turn around for my good. For who turned the tide? Not me.

Oh Lord, How I love you and wish to be used by you. Re-ignite the fire of passionate love for your fellowship, your Word, the Bible and service in your kingdom. Thank you for the many undeserved blessings in my life. As the song says....Draw me close to you. There are not words for the gratitude I feel for all that you have done for me. All I can give is my life. Please use it.

Some thoughts

James 1:2-4
Consider it pure joy, my brothers (sisters), whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith developes perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.

Romans 5:3-5
But we also rejoice in our suffereings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not dissapoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

I Peter 1:3-7
Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead and into an inheritance that can never perish, spoil or fade-kept in heaven for you, who through faith are shielded by God's power until the coming of salvation that is ready to be revealed in the last time. IN THIS YOU GREATLY REJOICE, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that your faith- of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by the fire- may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed.

Romans 8:18
I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us.

Hebrews 11:1
Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.

Colossians 1:17
He is before all things, and in him all things hold together.

Philippians 4:13
I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength.

2 Corinthians 12:9
But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness."

Romans 8:28
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

I know that my Father God has a plan and a purpose. And I am so thankful that he loves me enough that he gave me His Holy Word to instrust me, and his Holy Spirit to guide me. I can think back over my life and see that he never has left me nor forsaken me. And I know that because he never changes, that he promises to be with me now and forever more. I love these verses and I needed to share them today and to remind myself what God says and what he has promised to all of us who receive him.

Needing some prayer

Ladies, we need some prayers.

Details later.

Thanks!!!

Achoo

Achoo, achoo!

Need I say more?

Love Bugs

I know that there is much debate on the origins of the love bug. However, I really don't care where they came from, I just want them to go away.

I realize that they are called "love bugs" for obvious reasons, but I have yet to meet a person that loves them at all. To me, they are a nuisance to contend with that eventually turn into a massacre on the front of cars. And the fact that they are almost impossible to clean off just increases the animosity. But I am an adult and I know from many years expereince that they won't hurt me and that after they finish procreating that they will either die or move on to harass someone else.

My children on the other hand are petrified of the flying vermin. My oldest had a fit last week that lasted a couple hours. He was convinced that one had gotten in his ear and wouldn't let me look at it or touch it for hours. And every time he sees one or has to go outside, he literally "freaks out". If it wasn't my kid I would probably laugh my backside off at his antics. And that brings me to my youngest....he is now also afraid of them thanks to his older brothers loud shanigans. He will holler, stomp his feet and point while yelling "bug-o".

The fact that our house is old and has poor seals around the doors has only added to the frustration because I can't seem to keep them out of the house.(the bugs, not the kids)

So, I have come up with a poem to express my feelings.

Love bugs, love bugs go away.
Don't ever come back or I'll make you pay.

I know, I know, its not original or even great but it was worth a try.

Well, gotta go....the scene is replaying itself as I type. Gotta go kill love bugs and restore order in my home.

Gas Attack

No, I don't mean flatulence. I mean the gas you put in your car. Well, I guess you would put it in your car if you could find some. I don't know if the panic is all that serious or not, but I do know that I have seen long, long lines at gas stations. And that almost all of the stations around here are COMPLETELY OUT of gas.

I guess I shouldn't complain. There are people without power, and homes and basic neccessites right now. Praying for all those affected by Ike.

My friends, my buddy

Alright, it is still not "official" but I am still feeling a little bummed about something. But before I tell you why, I need to give you some background info.

Hubby & I married over 8 years ago. And we met our first "couple" friends. No, this story is not about them. Anyway, my girlfriend introduced us to her brother, John. At the time he was single and working as an EMT. I must say he is a super guy. And I finally met someone that was as much of a nerd about board games as I was. Anyway, whenever we got together with our couple friends, John would come and we would all have a great time. Then one night he brought a lady-friend with him. I liked her immediately. She was witty, funny, sarcastic, and a blast be be around. They dated, got engaged and married all in about 9 months. We still saw them occassionally but not as often since the other couple had moved away.

Leigh and John had a baby and went on with their lives. After hubby & I had our first child, Leigh and I decided to get together with the boys. And that began the beginning of a wonderful friendship. We have gone through pregnangies, child rearing and other stuff (Leigh you know what I'm talking about) together. So, here I was rolling along and just assuming that not only would we be friends forever (BFF 4EVR)but that we would live near each other. But God had other ideas. After searching the Lord and seeking His will, they both knew that the Lord was calling them into full-time ministry. A big step of faith for them, I know. But they had the Lords peace and 2 years ago they moved about 70 miles away so John could pastor a church. While I have not seen them as often as I would like, the drive is still an easy one and we have tried to get together as often as is possible.

But over the past 6 months or so, John & Leigh have known that the Lord was calling them somewhere else. Somewhere that would take them farther away from family, friends and the familiar. And while I am so excited to know that God is doing something wonderful in them and through them I am still bummed that my friend is going to be so far away. My boys already miss her boys. And even though they haven't moved yet, I am already missing Leigh. I know that God is taking care of them and leading them and that they are being obedient but it still hurts.

So, here are just a few things I want everyone to know about my wonderful friend.

*she is compassionate & caring
*she is funny, witty & saracastic in a way that only she can be
*she is a terrific mother
*she is a great wife. John is blessed to have her
*she is sooo organized and a neat-freak (I was hoping that might rub off on me)
*she loves the Lord and wants to share Him with everyone she meets
*she is a trusted friend and confidant that has been there for me so many times when I just needed someone to talk to
*she is a prayer warrior.
*she is a true servant of the Lord.

Leigh, you know I love you girl. Fortunately with technology these days, we can still call, email and talk regularly. I am praying for you guys in the coming weeks. I am here if you need me.

Everyone else, please be in prayer for John & Leigh. This is a big step and they need prayer covering right now. Thanks.

So thankful to have such a terrific friend. Love ya!

Who wants to turn me in?

Okay, I have decided that I not only need but I deserve a total makeover. I need some new clothes, new haircut and would love to go spend $5,000 in New York City. So, anyone want to turn me in?

SOme more random stuff;

My oldest son has decided to use the two hours he should be napping every day to drive me crazy. He naps when his daddy is home but refuses every other day. What gives?

And I must tell him that he is driving me cray because this conversation happened the other day.

Son: Momma, stop doing that.
Me: Doing what?
Son: Stop using the mixer, its too loud.
Me: I need to mix up the brownies.
Son: Momma, stop, your making me crazy
Me: Honey, I need to mix up the brownies.
Son: Momma, your making me nervous.

Another converation later that day.

Me: Please stop doing that, son, your driving me crazy.
Son: I know you are.
Me: No, I'm not crazy, I said that you were making me crazy.
Son: Momma, I know you are.

I am not what you would call a political person, AT ALL. While I loved school I absolutley hated histroy, government, economics and anything else that had to do with politics. And unfortunately I haven't changed much over the past ???? years. So my perspective on the upcoming presidential election is not what you could call educated. I am trying to pick up some tidbits here and there. But its hard, I have figured out that Obama is NOT my favorite person. Actually, I find it hard to listen or even watch him at all. I do not agree with the fact that he spends more time tearing other people down instead of talking about what he would do IF he were elected. And while I do not agree with McCain in alot of areas I can at least respect the fact that he seems to love our great country. He knows what it means to serve in the armed forces, he knows what it feels like to have family overseas and he seems genuinely proud to be an American. And from what I saw of Palin, I like her. So I find myself wanting to know more about politics, no not politics, about convictions and plans of the candidates. And one thing I do know.....we all need to be praying for this upcoming election. There are some that would say that God will put the right person in office. But I do not agree. If God allowed the Israelites to crown Saul king when His perfect choice was David, don't you think that He would give America whomever they want, even if he is not Gods perfect will? So, now is the time to pray.

AAAHHHH! My son is up again. Who knew that there could be that many excuses to get up. Gotta pee, Gotta poop, need a drink, want to hold me, there was a noise, need covers, well, you get the point. I guess I need to go so he doesn't wake up his little brother and then really get in trouble.

Technology Shmology

Okay, apparently I have not been posting alot these days. My computer is desperately in need of a tune up or something. It is soooooooo slow and usually freezes up before I can actually get the internet pulled up. Yes, I realize that it is probably a virus. Yes, I have updated my virus protection. Yes, I have defragmented my computer. It is just tempermental and needs an overhaul.

So, with that said. I may be out of the blog loop for a while.

And I don't really have anything blog worthy anyway. At least not that I should put into print.

Feeling funky.

LOVE

As I was cleaning out my closet I came across a little book that guests wrote advice in at my bridal shower over 8 years ago. And as I was flipping through it I saw this in an entry. I thought I would share.


Ten commandments of love


Thou shalt put thy mate before thy mother, father, son, and thy daughter, for thy mate is thy life long companion

Abuse not thy body with excessive food, tobacco, or drink, that thy days may be many and healthful in the presence of thy loved ones

Permit neither thy career nor thy hobby to make of thee a stranger to thy children, for the most precious gift a parent giveth his or her family is time

Forget not the virtue of cleanliness

Make not thy mate a beggar, but willingly share with thy mate thy worldly goods

Forget not to say, “I love you” even though thy love may be constant, thy mate doth yearn to hear those words

Remember that the approval of thy mate is worth more than the admiring glances of a hundred strangers, so cleave unto thy mate, and forsake all others

Keep thy home in good repair, for out of it cometh the joys of old age

Forgive with grace. For who among us does not need to be forgiven?

Honor the lord thy god all the days of thy life, and thy children will rise up and call thee blessed

Aunt Kiki is my new name

Bryten Charles McClure

is finally here!!!! So exciting! My sister went into labor Tuesady night and gave birth to a beautiful baby boy at 8:08 Wednesday morning. He weighs 7lbs 6oz. He is so sweet! Thank you to all that have been praying for them. I am uploading photos right now and will post some pics as soon as I get them loaded.

Still waiting.........

on my first nephew to be born. We thought that he was coming on Friday but we were wrong. So, the waiting game continues. I have never been on this end of it before. I must say that it is different than being the preggo. Regardless, I cannot wait to get my hands on the little guy. Both of my boys are getting bigger and rowdy, as boys tend to do. So to be able to hold a precious baby again will be wonderful. It will also be wonderful to give him back to his momma when he is crying and hungry, knowing that I won't be the one up in the middle of the night. Just kidding. I loved it! Such blessings from above.

So, I was thinging about any other updates and to be honest there aren't really any, at least not that I want to put out into cyberspace.

My husbands sister is coming into town this next week. It will be great to see her. She has been gone for quite a while living out her dreams out West and will be visiting us. We are all excited.

My house is quiet at the moment. All 3 of my fellas (hubby & boys) are napping. Which leaves me a little quiet time. I should go take advantage of it.

Ciao!

God, give me happiness

I was reading a book yesterday and there was a quote in the very back. Sorry if I can't remember it perfectly but roughly it read:

"Lord, give me happiness.
The Lord answered, "NO, I have given you many blessings,
it is up to you to choose to be happy about them.""

It is funny how something so simple and small can speak volumes when it is relevant to what your are already feeling. It has been no secret that I have been in what my family calls a "funk" lately. I have been restless, discontent, unhappy, unsettled, the list goes on and on. But the past few days I have been searching the Lord about it all. And I realized that all of the things I have been feeling do not come from my loving, gracious, forgiving, compassionate, merciful, kind, and unchanging Father. I have been focusing on the storms swirling around me when I should have been looking up to Jesus.

So, today I choose to fix my eyes on Jesus and all He has in store for me. For only He knows what I need, where He is taking me, what He wants to do in me, and how He is going to accomplish it all. I feel such a peace knowing that I don't have to take care of it, all I have to do is trust in Him, His plan, and be obedient to do what He asks of me.

So, to anyone else out there that is struggling with similar feelings, please join me as we lean on our Father and Savior. He can handle whatever it is we are facing. And lets pray for one another, for there is power in the prayer of agreement.

The End of Celebrity As We Know It

So, I was thinking some more about my previous post and it occurred to me that we are fast approaching a day when there will be no such thing as a celebrity. There was a day that to be featured in film or television meant that you had spent time perfecting your trade, attending acting classes, even film school. Or you were a public servant like the President, Congressman, etc. Now today, any Tom, Dick or Harry can get on TV. Lets just think about this. Survivor was the Grandfather of Reality shows. All you had to do to get on was be a colorful personality and be in good enough physical shape that you wouldn't die when deserted for over a month in some remote locale. Then came Amazing Race, and the MTV reality shows (too many to count). Americas Next Top Model, Project Runway, Big Brother, Dancing With The Stars, Singing Office, Dirty Jobs, etc. You all know that this is not an all encompassing list. I would have to type all day. Oh, my buddy high school buddy Daniel is on Shear Genius. HAd to throw that in there.

So that brings me to my point. I was flipping channels the other day and came across "The Verminators". Yes, it is show featuring exterminators. I was grossed out and offended that they would put something so yucky on TV. Then the impossible happened. I sat and watched the entire show. It was like a bad train wreck. I couldn't stop watching it. Not only did I watch it, I then proceeded to tell anyone that would listen about this really gross show I saw and then gave them the Readers Digest version of the entire program. I know, I know, pitiful, isn't it? So, after looking more closely at this whole thing I realized that now you can get on TV for just about anything.

1. Getting married - Wedding Story
2. Have a baby - A BAby Story
3. Bring a baby home - Bringing Home Baby
4. Buying a wedding dress - Yes to The Dress
5. Being a B*$@# - Bridezillas
6. Dancing at your own reception - Rock the Reception
7. Singing - American Idol
Nashville Star
8. Dancing - Dancing With the Stars
So You Think You Can Dance
9. Live a Secret LIfe - Secret Lives of Women (haven't figured this one out, if you go on TV about it, its not a secret anymore, duh)
10. Many, many more programs to make sure that any average Joe can make a name for themselves.

So, once everyone is a celebrity, then no one will be. Get it? The novelty, the prestige of being on televsion or film is being stripped away. I bet the old film stars would roll over in their graves if they saw what garbage we spent our time watching.

***disclaimer*** I have not watched all of the programs named. I do have a life you know. But I have seen commercials.

So, there it is. Gotta go, the kids are tired of spending "quality" time together.

Americas Got What???

Now those of you who actually know me out in the real world already know that I am a reality TV junky. I have gotten better. Now I only watch American Idol when it is on. But there was a time that I was a complete sucker for anything "reality" based. (as if it really could be reality with cameras in your face 24/7)

Anyway, I digress.....

I was cruising the net earlier and came across an ad for "America's Got Talent". Now, I know that I should probably not knock a show that I have only seen 1 time but I can't help myself. There are how many millions of people in America? A bunch right? So it strikes me kind of funny that the judges on this particular show are either British or David Hasselhoff. Are we, as a country, that desperate? Do we really need a pompous Brit, Sharon Osbourne (who is known for her taste and delicate manner, yeah right) and the guy who got famous for either driving a talking car (NightRider) or running along a beach (Baywatch) deciding if we should feel good about ourselves or not? I think not!!! give me a break. It is too ludricrous to be be believed. And don't even get me started on "Nashville Star". Who out there understands why in the world Jewel is singing country now? It seems that they will let just about anybody on the radio these days and that they can cross over to another genre at a whim. oh! And if you can't make it as a rock star, try Christian, and then if that doesn't work out, try Country. I know a guy who did that. It is totally pathetic to me. If you don't know who you are then why would you think that anyone else would want to listen to you?

So, that is my rant for the day. Have a nice day.

Ain't he sweet?

Today I am totally overcome with how much I love my hubby. I love him all the time but do you ever have a day that everything seems to be manified by about 1,00? Well, that is today. Nothing significant has happened. I am just feeling giddy about the man I have been married to for 8 years. And I love that I still feel that way. With so many people throwing in the towel when it comes to marriage, I am excited that we are still rolling along together. Not that there aren't "those" days, but we are learning to work through them. So, I thought I would list what I love about him. If this sounds like a repeat of a previous post, sorry, you can stop reading. BUt I want to have this written down for myself.

1. I love the he loves the Lord.
2. I love that he spends time with the Lord daily,
3. I love that he teaches our sons about the Lord.
4. I love that we attend church together and that we are able to worship the Lord together.
5. I love that we work together as partners, not two individuals that happen to live in the same house.
6. I love that he is the father to my children.
7. I love that he is a hard-worker and takes caring of us very seriously.
8. I love his beautiful blue eyes.
9. I love that he still loves me after all this time.
10. I love that he still thinks I am beautiful.
11. I love that he lets me steal all of the covers. ;)
12. I love that he is compassionate and giving.
13. I love that he is my opposite (ok, not all the time do I love it)
14. I love that he is a tidy, clean person (makes me job easier)
15. I love that I still feel such love and affection for him.


****note**** Has anyone else noticed that the font and color choices for posts have dissapeared?

Too Cute

This morning Sofa and her two beautiful children met me and the boys at my moms house to go swimming. I would take both of her kids home with me in a heartbeat. They are so adorable. I had a blast visiting and watching the kiddos interact. So, thanks Sofa for taking time out of your busy day to hang out with us.

Update.....Financial Peace University with Dave Ramsey is so worth the time. I am learning so much. Last night our session was about insurance. Who knew that I could be so confused about something like that? But I am seeing the light at the end of the tunnel and it is exciting. Hubby and I have been having our budget committee meetings and openly discussing our dreams and goals and how to achieve them. It is totally revamping our marriage, family and life. Yippee!!!

Some days I find myself about to write something that is going on with me and then realize that my blog is public and that anyone could be reading it. So I am contemplating whether to leave it public and continue with the anonymity or make it private. I find the anonymity liberating somedays but still would like to know who is reading it. And since I am NOT computer savvy, I am not sure how to do that.

Ok, here is something totally random.......I am fast losing my badges. You know, the badges that say "The Smart Sibling", "The Married Sibling", "The Sibling w/ Kids", and many more. I woke up thinking that both of my siblings are married with babies on the way so those badges and have trashed. Then it dawned on me that anytime I have question regarding anything to do with technology that I have to call my sister or brother. So there goes my most prized badge. But with parenthood fast approaching both of them, maybe I can reclaim my title one day. And before any of you think I am being serious about this at all.......I'm not. I am thrilled that I am finally at a place in my life that the badges that other people put on you don't matter. I was just being funny....(now that is a badge I have never owned in my famliy) LOL

I am feeling froggy today. Don't know why, but I LIKE it!!

Get a clue....

Things have been rolling right along at our house. Last week the boys and I went over to visit my brother and sister in law. My sister & brother in law and my parents went as well. 5 days at the beach in a tricked out condo was just what the doctor ordered. So thank you to my brother for making it happen.

The last few days I think I have my sister "nesting syndrome". I have been reorganizing and cleaning the entire house. And I was actually enjoying it. Go figure....

Sunday morning we woke up late and missed church. When the oldest asked if we were going my hubby told him "not today". So yesterday morning my son and I were having a discussion about lying and how it makes Jesus sad when we lie. I also told him that his friends wouldn't want to play with him or talk to him if he lied. He looked at me and told me that his friends wouldn't talk to him anyway because we weren't going to church anymore. I told him that "yes, we will be going to church in 5 days" But he informed me that daddy told him that we weren't going to church anymore. I had to call the hubby so he could explain it to him. You never know about the things they really take to heart. Needless to say the hubby felt bad about it all. But it is all cleared up now, I hope.

I seriously could write a book filled with the things my oldest son says. The younger one just kind of grunts and squeals. They are so different. But I am sure it will make for a good balance in our family. The hubby and I couldn't be any different. I talk all the time, he is shy and quiet. I am outgoing, he is an introvert. I am a skeptic, he is trusting and compassionate. The list goes on and on.

My sisters baby shower is this Saturday. I can't wait. It should be a nice time of celebration. It will also be nice to see some friends that I haven't seen in a while. Sofabulous is making the cake. I can't wait to see it and to eat it. Yum, Yum. I can't believe I will get to hold my little nephew in less than a month. Too cool!

Gotta give a shout out to the SevenChicks for the awesome baby shower they threw for PlannerChick. I wasn't able to attend but saw the pics. Those girls have got some serious skills. I loved the watermelon teapot and orange teacups. Way to go Sassy!!

Can't believe that this year is already half over. Time is flying....

Well, gonna go reorganize my kitchen cabinets. Yippee!!!

We Are Back

We have been home almost a week now but because of technical difficulties (crappy computer) this is the first time I have had an opportunity to blog. I had alot of funny stuff to blog about from our trip but I have since forgotten almost everything. So sorry. Oh, I do remember one thing.

It all starts with my overwhelming need to make sure my children were occupied on the trip. You all remember the DVD player I bought at Christmas, right? Well, the cords that I had to plug it into the cigarette lighter were not long enough. So we had to stop at WallyWorld before we even got out of town. Did anyone else know that they don't make them any longer? But don't even get me started on that...... Anyway, I had to buy an adapter that would turn the cigarette lighter into a regular plug in for the other plug I had. So $40 bucks later we are on our way, with quiet kids in the back. So I think that it was worth it. That is until it quits working 3 hours later. And before I get hate mail......no my kids had not been watching movies for that entire time. They slept a good bit of it. Well, being that we are in the middle of nowhere, we had to wait until we reached civilization to exchange the darn thing. That brings us to Maumelle Arkansas.(a sidenote......this was one of the cutest towns I have seen in a long time, I would move there in a heartbeat). We decided to eat some dinner at Taco Bueno (so much better than Taco Bell). As we were cleaning out the trash, my sister (7 1/2 months pregnant) threw away the stuff I needed to exchange. So we had to go back to the dumpster and she had to fish it out. Did I mention that the bag it was all in was the bag I threw the stinkiest diaper in the world into? Yeah, it was bad.......So after fishing it out of the dumpster and retrieving the crappy electronics, we drove to another WallyWorld with the stinky bag hanging out the window (yes it was THAT bad). So, I go to exchange it and when I get the new one to the car, it won't stay in the lighter. SO we had to prop it up with books. And those of you with kids understand that yes, all of this trouble and money was worth it, right? And to those of you who don't, just wait, and don't judge me. I used to be one of those women that said I would never ..........too. Things change when you are trying to drive across the country and maintain your sanity.

Oh! And we stopped on the way to eat a picinic lunch. Well after driving for a long time and not finding a rest area we pulled off the road to find somewhere to eat. We finally found some picnic tables at a bar in the middle of nowhere. I only mention it because they had a sign posted that said this:

IF YOU ARE UNDER 21 THEN GO BACK TO THE WALMART PARKING LOT TO HANG OUT.

I kid you not. This was posted by the front door. I thought it was hilarious.

I am glad to be home. I do think that Oklahoma must be located in the Twilight Zone though. My children were complete angels while we were there. My youngest never threw a fit or screamed or anything. He even made friends with everyone he met. Now that is really weird. He is not very social as a general rule. Then we got home and they were back to being themselves. I have been teasing my husband that maybe they don't like where we live or they are allergic and that we need to move. Maumelle is calling my name. No worries though......I am not going anywhere. At least not right now.

Well, I guess I will go finish laundry today. YIPPEE!! Thank you to all that were thinking about us and praying that we had a safe trip. It was a great trip!!

The things we have to pack.....

when we decide to go on a long road trip with small children. My mom, sister, my two boys & I are taking a trip to visit the grandparetns in Oklahoma again. We are leaving before the sun gets up in the morning. So today I am washing clothes, packing and trying to make sure everything in the house is done so my hubby doesn't have to do anything while I am gone. I guess it time to pull out the portable DVD player that I bought myself for Christmas. That always makes the trip seem a little shorter with the kids.

Anyway, I will be out of the blogosphere for a little over a week. Please pray for a safe trip for us. Thanks!!!! I am sure I will have alot of funny stuff to blog about when I get back. Our road trips should be on a reality TV show. So here is to 18 hours straight in a vehicle with a 1 year old, a three year old and a 7 month pregnant lady. It is going to be great!!!!!Cant wait!!!

Am I home or at the pool?

So I walked into our house this morning and it smells like a pool. I guess all of the chlorine they used to treat the well has taken up residence in our house. I am glad that the water is better.....at least I hope it is, but the smell is irritating. I mean at least it isn't a septic smell, right?

I feel like I have been on vacation at my parets house for the past week and a half. There is nothing like being at home. However, my boys are a little rotten from all of the extra attention. But that is okay.

My sister and I pulled out some old home movies last night. I had forgotten what a camera hog I was. If there was a camera anywhere, you could see me either front in center or sneaking in the background. It was quite humorous to watch. My oldest is more like me than I thought. hahaha

My husband are I going through Financial Peace University with Dave Ramsey at our church. It is going great so far. I am learning alot and working on putting it into practice. And I think Dave Ramsey is hilarious too.

Well, summer is here and even though things have been kinda weird the last few weeks, I have a lull in blogging material. Maybe it is from too much sun exposure while at the pool. I have been enjoying alot of that.

At my moms again...

So the water problem we thought was fixed.......isn't. They are having to re-treat the well and that means that me and the boys have been camping it out at my parents since Friday evening. Thankfully I have family to lean on at times like this. But I am ready to be back home in my own bed.

What would mine say?

I saw this on a friends blog. And I had to share with my blogger buddies. It is rare that I have nothing to say but that is what I am feeling right now. So, be prepared to be blessed.

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What a weekend....

My hubby and I went to the beach to celebrate our anniverary this past weekend. It was so nice to spend some time with just him. To just relax without someone needing a diaper change or feeling like a human jungle gym. It was much needed and totally appreciated. My M-I-L watched the boys and they had a great time. It is so nice to have family near by to help out with the kiddos. And before I get hate mail.....yes, I know how lucky I am and yes, I am soooooo grateful.

Well, we got back home only to find out that our drinking water had been contaminated and we were put on a "do not use unless you boil it" order. So fun, fun, fun. They had it treated yesterday but we still aren't drinking it since it smells like bleach. Oh the joys of living in the boondocks.

My computer has been a little tempermental lately but I will post pics of our trip to the beach, my hair and the necklace soon.

I guess that is it for now. Have a good week everyone.

8 Years Ago

Today is my anniversary. My hubby & I are celebrating 8 years of marriage. In some aspects it seems like much longer and in others it seems like just yesterday I was walking down the aisle. So today I have decided to tell the story of "us".

I first saw my hubby at church. I was in the choir and was 14 years old. He came in and sat in the back. I noticed him immediately but before I could introduce myself after service, he left.

Then I was formally introduced through mutual aquaintances several months later. If you ask him he will tell you that he fell in love right away and called his mother to tell her that he met the woman he was going to marry. (sigh) I was not so easily convinced. Now remember.....I was 14. He was 21. Big difference to the parents and to me. He is quite shy and he finally got up the nerve to ask me out to a movie. Well, being that I was so young my parents only agreed if my little brother went along. So, he came to a basketball game to pick us up and I coerced two friends to tag along as well. I am sure that it was not the night he had been hoping for. He let me pick out the movie and I chose "Clueless". Yep, a teeny bopper chick flick. He was in agony. Can you imagine a 21 year old guy in "Clueless" with me, my brother, my guy friend and his girlfriend? Anyway, he drove me and my brother home and after my brother went inside he asked if he could talk to me. Well, being so young, I freaked out and told him I had to go inside. I think he got the point and we left it at that. I saw him every now and then after that but only as friends.

Flash forward 5 years and several boyfriends later and we meet up again. At this point I am in college and he is living in another state so we talk on the phone as friends. This friendship goes on for a couple years. I thought that was all there was to it. He had become my best friend. Then he shows up at my house the night of my brothers high school graduation in a suit and tie. I almost passed out. I had never seen him dressed like that. What a hottie!!! Anyway, we went to the graduation together and then we hung out at my parents house. That was the night that changed my life. He finally got up his nerve to tell me that he loved me and wanted to date me. After realizing that I too had fallen in love with him, I said absolutley. So we began dating.

Fast forward to ONE month later. I came home from playing mini golf in the middle of the day with a friend to find him on the screen porch with my mom. That was kind of peculiar since he worked full time almost an hour away. He asked me to come out to the porch with him and then he asked me if I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. I was shocked!! But that is him, once he makes up his mind about something, he goes for it. Of course, I said yes!!

Flash forward to 11 months later and I was walking down the aisle to marry my best friend. It was the best day of my life. I am so thankful to God for bringing us together and for helping us learn how to love each other the way He would want us to. I love him so much that it makes my heart hurt at times. He is the father to my sons, my best friend and my other half. We are polar opposites but it works. So while I have been married only 8 years I feel like I have been his for half my life for that is how long we have known each other. I wouldn't trade him for anything (except, maybe a Jaguar...hahaha)

So, here are some pictures of us. The first is from our wedding day and the second is from this past Easter.

Happy Anniversary to US!!!!!

Feeling like a new woman

I got a haircut!!! And I love it!!! I had been feeling ver unattractive with my mullet-like hairdo. But now I feel feminine and funky. And the fact that I have decided to wear my contacts again helps too. So, I look in the mirror and there I am. Yippee!!!! The hubby isn't hating it either. ;)

My hubby got me the coolest necklace for my birthday/anniversay. And since I can't get it to take not reflect when I photograph it I will just have to tell you about it. It is a hammered silver choker with a huge abalone slide. I saw it Saturday when we went to lunch at the coast. And the hubby handed me the wallet and said "go for it". Now I know some of you would say that it was not romantic but you would be the people who don't know my hubby. That is just him. And there have been many occassions when he has surprised me with something he has picked out himself. But he know me well enough to know that I get as much thrill out of the shopping experience as anything else. So, it was perfect. I love it!!!

And it was wonderful day with the family. My brother and sister in law(Joy Unspeakable) came into town. It was so nice to see them and to know that they came over to see and spend the day with me. It was just a nice time with everyone. Oh and I have to give a shout-out to Angelos in Panacea. GREAT FOOD!!!!! Anyone close enough ought to go.

Happy Memorial Day to everyone!!! Have a great weekend!

Stop Running around or you.....

will mess up the stripes!!!!

I heard myself say this earlier while vaccuming. My boys were having fun playing tag with the vaccum and I found myself going back over their footprints. So, after doing this over and over again I finally freaked out and told them to "Stop running around, your messing up the stripes".

Ok, it may be just me..but doesn't that sound like a cry for help to you? I mean, seriously, do I have to be able to see the stripes after vacuuming? Up until today I thought YES!!! Now I think that I need to loosen up and just be glad that I have kids that can run around and drive me crazy. They are so funny and energetic and I am so blessed to have them in my life. So what if I never have perfect carpet ever again. I think that they are definitely worth it.

So, today was my birthday and while we are all celebrating tomorrow I thought that I would make a list of 29 things that I either love, am thankful for or just am quite fond of. (in no particular order)

#1 - God and his loving presence in my life

1. My hubby!!!
2. My two boys!!!
3. My sister
4. My brother
5. My parents
6. Chocolate
7. My home
8. Friends
9. My car
10. Spring time
11. Fall and the changing of the leaves
12. Huge Redwood trees
13. The rays of sun that shine down between the clouds
14. The smell of my children right after their bath
15. The smell of my children after they have been outside
16. Watching my husband with our sons
17. Our church
18. Reading!!
19. Singing and playing the piano
20. My grandparents, both sets
21. The beach
22. The mountains
23. Epcot
24. My children laughing
25. Really good food
26. Praising the Lord
27. Visiting with friends
28. Pictures, I have oodles of them
29. The Lord, because without Him I would have none of these things. He is the reason I am alive and able to experience life. I love Him!!

And thank you to all of you for the well wishes. I absolutely love this blogging thing. I don't think I have ever had this many "girl" friends in my life. LOL

Good bye 28

Tomorrow is my 29th birthday. I am having mixed feelings about this birthday. On one hand, it is just another day and I think to freak out about it would be silly. But on the other hand it brings me one step closer to "30". It doesn't seem that long ago that I thought that 30 was ancient. Boy, was I wrong. I also have mixed feelings every year when my birthday rolls around. My sister and I always celebrated our birthdays together. She would be turning 22 this year if she were still with us. So, sometimes I think I would like to just forget about my birthday all together. Not to dishonor her memory or anything.....it just is hard sometimes to celebrate when all I can think about is how she should still be here and she's not. And that really stinks!!! Happy birthday lil' sis!

After admiring Mrs. Sofa's beautiful confectionary masterpieces, I decided to try my hand at cake decorating. She gave me the recipe for the fondant and icing. And while the cake tasted good, it was not exactly what I had imagined in my mind. I was going for a spring flower on the top and it came off looking like a limp poinsetta. LOL!! So, practice, practice, practice. However, I am wondering about this new hobby because it seems that I have been eating my homework quite often. If I keep this up, I might end up having to find a friend named "Jenny" to help me recover from my practicing. I wish I enjoyed things like running, exercising, etc. That would be a beneficial hobby. Anyway, I will keep on trying and hope to find homes for my practice cakes. That way I won't eat the entire thing. hahahaha!!!

By the way, Mrs. Sofa, we had a wonderful time yesterday!!! The boys are already asking to see you guys again. So we will need to get together soon. PS. I hope you cake turned out great!!!! And for all of you other bloggers out there, check out her site SofaBulous Sweets. And make sure you use her for your next function, party, etc. She makes tasty cakes that are works of art.

That is it for now. Have a wonderful weekend!!

Armed Forces Day

Well, I was looking at my calendar earlier and noticed that today is Armed Forces Day. I am ashamed to admit that I did not know that it was coming up. I am also ashamed to admit how quickly the members of the Armed Forces and their families slip my mind. So I thought that I would take a moment to expound on all of the things I appreciate about our soldiers and their families.

1. Their willingness to sacrifice everything for those of us here at home. (even if it goes unappreciated)
2. Their wilingness to go so far from home to protect our home land and our home freedom.
3. Their loyalty to our country.
4. Their integrity in doing the job even if they don't agree with why they are doing it.
5. The sacrifice of being away from their families so I can spend every day with mine. (a tough one, I know)
6. Going to the aid of those less fortunate.
7. Being so strong and dedicated.
8. Doing everything in their power to uphold the foundations upon which this country was founded.
9. Making the tough calls and decisions for the greater good of all.
10. I am thankful that they are so strong and selfless that they are doing what I don't think I could.


Thank you to all of our armed forces and their families. I know that we, as a nation, do not do enough to show our appreciation and gratitude. And for that I am sorry. My prayer is that we will see what you do without getting bogged down in the bureacracy of the whys. (politics)

Thank you and we pray safety and protection over you all and you families. I would also like to say thank you to the familes that are currently waiting on the return of a family member. Your sacrifice astounds me. Your strength and selflessness is to be admired. I pray that the time will go by quickly for you all. I also pray that our soldiers will be able to come home soon.

Is it just me?

Or is this year FLYING by? I can't believe it is already the middle of May. It seems like it was just my youngest sons 1st birthday but that was 6 months ago. Wow! My sister is really showing now. I can't wait to see and hold that little baby boy. I love my boys but they are not babies anymore and I think that spending time with this little one will be great. And I also can't wait until my brother and sister in law have their little one too. Babies, babies, everywhere. Its great!

I am wanting to plan some fun stuff for the youngsters this summer. Anyone with any ideas? I had thought about taking them to the Junior museum in Tallahassee and also to the Zoo in Jacksonville. A friend had mentioned a day camp at the Mary Brogan Museum about dinosaurs. There is always the beach. But that is where my ideas run out. Help!!!

Kudos to the Hubby

So, yesterday was a nice day. My boys gave me a card. So cute! The oldest still wasn't feeling 100% so we didn't get to go to church but it was a wonderful day anyway. We had a big breakfast together. And then the hubby gave my the sweetest card I have ever gotten from him and a Breadmaker. Woo Hoo!! We love bread and we wore our last one out so it was a great present. Then he grilled steaks, baked potatoes and corn on the cob for dinner. My mother-in-law, my parents, my sister & her husband came over for dinner. It was great!!!! I know that all of the other mommies out there don't do what they do for accolades or praise but man isn't it nice when we get that treatment for at least a day? Happy Late Mothers Day to all of the mommas out there!!!

Just some stuff

Well, the lil' guy is feeling a bit better so thank you to all that were praying.

My husband was commenting to me yesterday about how he & I are very poor life planners. The month of May contains Mothers Day, my birthday and our anniversary. That is like torture to a man. Then December hold Christmas and the birthdays of our two sons. So lots of fun. Luckily the two months are not close together. So, I am not sure what Mothers Day will hold for me this year. Anxious to find out.

Has anyone else out there ever watched the "Gilmore Girls'? I have been DVRing the reruns everyday and then watching them when I get a chance. Well, apparently the reruns of the show are about finished and it just doesn't seem to be wrapped up to me. So my question is this...... How does the last season end? Right now Rory & Logan are together, Lorelai & Luke are together and Lane & Zack are about to get married. Is that it or am I missing a season? I know this seems really pathetic but I HAVE TO KNOW!!!

Well, we received our Economic Stimulus Rebate this week. Yippee for that. But my hubby thinks we should hang on to it because he heard a rumor that they will ask for it back this year in our taxes. Anyone else hear that? And I had plans for that money...........momma needs to go shopping.

I am so ready to go to the beach. I can't wait to take the boys but I can't help thinking that I would like to go one time without them so I can enjoy some sun time, relaxation time. Anyone else out there think selfish thoughts like that? Just one time, that is all I am asking for. Then, I will be rejuvenated enough to fully enjoy a day of exhaustion and lots of fun with the kiddos. Maybe this year I can talk the hubby into going with us. That would make a huge difference.

Wow! Lots of randomness today. But that is where my head is today. Have a great weekend everyone!!

poor Lil' Guy

Well, now my oldest doesn't feel well. I was taking the boys to visit my bestest buddy and her boys yesterday when he started saying that he didn't feel well. So, visit was cut short and we headed home. He was running a fever and acting very lethargic (not like him at all). So, please pray for fast recovery. oh! And also pray for my dad. He broke a tooth yesterday while eating lunch and has been in alot of pain. So, I guess that is is for today. Hope all is well with all of the other blooger buddies.